Here we are finally accepting our love through everything it has risen
above. The keeper of the stars is a very wise man. I know that he just
does the best he can, but when he joined our hearts, no mistake was
made. We've decided to never let our love fade. With rings we will soon
share one life. I'm so happy that I'm going to be your wife. I tell you
these things, dear husband-to-be, because when I sit and think back,
this is what I see. Now I daydream into the future, and as far as I can
see, a lifetime of love is ahead for you and me.
Battles won and battles lost and after each one i learn a new lesson,
Because you've mastered what lies beneath and you know just how to
rise.
I tried to fly but fell face flat and lost my game only by a point
Because at that moment it will see that fire that burns within me,
And realize without a doubt that im nothing less than a star.
~!~
Understanding
Noah Lee
Do you feel the wind at your back,
Like I do?
Do you have something you’d like to say,
Like I do?
Do you want to ask questions,
Like I do?
Do you feel that there is no end,
Like I do?
Can you ever turn back,
Like I do?
Would you ever understand,
Like I do?
I need to know. Are you really that understanding?
~!~
Tranquil Love
Janice
I love the ways you soothe me.
It only takes your touch and warm smile to bring me back.
When life's stormy skies surround me
Your there to take my hand and hold me close
In your arms I feel so safe......
I love the way you look at me
Your eyes shine and say so much.
The love I can feel you sending
It so deeply touches my heart.
I am so glad that you are mine......
~!~
Flame of Hate
by C.J. Risher
Pain...Chaos..Destruction
This is how i feel
Hate burning inside
The flame u lit
Will never die
~!~
BITTER REALITY
By, Alexis Smith
I wonder how you are,
Yet I'm forbidden to ask.
When I see you its agony to my soul.
I lie awake as the scene unfolds.
A million angels in my heart,
They all cry for you.
I'm drowning in the rain,
Its constance is obvious on my face.
When I see you I hide myself from your cold and empty eyes.
The spot in my heart where you used to be.
Is only an aching bruise of life's bitter realities.
I miss you, its a longing I can't deny.
I drift into dream as the scene unfolds.
A thousand angels in my soul,
Working hard to mend my wounds, all inflicted because of you.
There you are in my nightmares, right in front of me.
I shield my eyes against the pain of life's bitter reality.
~!~
~falling into you~
By,Charlie masney
I'm stranded in my mind,
falling into the atmosphere,
Waiting for the sky to fall.
Trying to reach your fingertips,
but cannot fight gravity.
I pray that you don't burn out,
I pray for my soul to heal.
Your life is the only thing I see.
My dreams are falling back.
I hold my heart then fly.
Your lonely and out of place.
I need to touch your pain.
Let you feel my spirit and love.
I'm lonely and down,
your whole, you achieve.
You have fallen threw me,
I'm shallow with your sorrow.
But I shall not cry.
You strain across the sky,
your fighting gravity.
Your pure white wings shine,
my eyes start to bleed,as I look up at you.
All but quiet,I feel,but have no feeling.
Darkness that you can taste,
with a horrid feature
Covers my soul.
You notice me,you look down.
I have taken your strife,
my soul is replaced with yours.
you smile,I frown,
you laugh, I cry,
you feel, i die.
I apologize, for your pain is what I deserve.
I wipe the blood from my eyes,
look up at you....and smile.
~!~
WHEAT OF DESIRE
-David W. Green
there is a drug we both partake,
a sedative and opiate,
that oft we are glad to share,
oh! to rinse away our cares.
there is a drug we both desire,
to milden deep angst and ire,
and peace and love we do both long,
and what's this drug? it is a song.
~!~
Something still there~
for jesse's tric self
~ kate
I glance your way,then look away,
for the sight is something i'd rather not see
your arms around her waist, your kissin the face
of a girl whose certainly not me
As i try to hide, this sharp pain inside,
i start to lose all hope
i know it's, been to long, its time to move on,
but with these feelings its hard to cope
The things you do, things you put me through
make me question what im trying to accomplish
do u have any idea, do u have a clue?
That it's still you i want to be with
well, time keeps movin, i keep losing
you to some one else
do you really not care? or is something still there
between the two of us
~!~
I don't even think I can find the words to describe,
what looking at you, touching you, does to me inside.
My heart, which never felt alive before this,
now is filled with a love, before you, I did not miss.
It is amazing to me, these feelings I have for you,
unwanted, not needed, showing up out of the blue.
You are always on my mind, throughout the entire day,
and at night, I get to love you in another special way.
I never sought this out, but now I don't know what I'd do,
if, for some reason, I had to face this world without you.
You are my best friend, my lover, my confidant,
you are everything in this world my heart could ever want.
I now know what it means to love, and to cherish,
for you, my heart, you are my one wish.
-Stefanie A. Smith
~!~
~ Creative Insanity ~
Brian Jenkins
With my thoughts come drops of madness,
They fill my eyes with tears of sadness.
Chaos grows inside my mind,
Controlling me more and more with time.
I cannot see what's real or dream,
I'm trapped inside my own machine.
The wheels turn faster everyday,
I'm drifting off to far away.
I do not know what is in store,
I fear I cannot take much more.
So I grab my brush and spill my fears,
This canvas holds my painted tears.
The madness in my mind has seized,
Now it is a masterpiece.
~!~
He pats the empty
Side of the bed searching for
Reassurances
Jean
Cooper
~!~
Dear Cupid..
dear cupid, can't u see? a girl is waiting for love
well, cupid.. her love is so close now
one step closer to take, one love arrow to get..
dear cupid, her love is still there
hasn't go away, but hasn't move closer
close enough to hope, but far enough to cry..
dear cupid, can u help her?
just tell her what to do
to hope in dreams..
or forget in tears..
cupid.. tell her love that she loves him
and shoot him with ur arrow, can u?
because that girl..
she has much love for him
enough love to give her strength
to write this letter for u now!
-disha
~!~
Confusion
Lambotroy
girls are lovely, girls are fair,
girls are soft,
with sweet smelling hair.
girls are caring, even when mad,
girls make me crazy,
just a tid-bit, a tad.
girls get angry just way to fast,
quick to forgive,
make it the past.
girls know guys, and the love it so,
make you upset,
just so you know.
girls are scary, have too much power,
they have that glair thingy,
makes me a coward.
as soon as you think
you know who they are,
they get all pissed off,
and push you afar.
we guys need them, but never do tell,
when they are upset,
we are in hell.
you make think i'm crazy, and you may be right,
but its because of a girl.
confusion?, damn right!
~!~
Love of a Rainstorm
Bobbie Ann Dampier
Tiny splats of dew tapping the Earth
Lightly denting the readymade pools of slightly dirted tears from
heaven
For every gentle splatter there's a thousand more
Forming little droplets on rosebuds like the freckles on a child's
cheek
Somehow renewing the calm and peace that is nature
A rhythmic art that is one beloved form of beauty
Cleansing the sky while nurturing the ground
Overhead the clouds rumble as to remind human kind of the
magnificent happening that is occuring on the opposite of the four
walls that separate us from God's many gifts
As the timeless capsules of joy begin to softly tickle my feet
less and less until finally ceasing, I am again hit with the harsh
realities of our manmade world
Causing me to return to myself and to only be released again
by the rain.
~!~
could it be that its all heppenin again?
is it all becoming another big trend
or will it be different this time
should i just let it ride
im feelin this deep feelin inside
somethin that i cant deny
cant let it slide by
i made a promise 2 my self that i would just stick ta creepin
but now love is somethin that im beleavin
i think bout this boy all day
even when im sleepin
i cant ignore this feelin
hes been hurt in almost the same way
i neva thought that i would see tha day
someone else feelin my pain
like there aint nothin in life to gain
so badly i just wanna help
if only he knew tha way that i felt
i know what hes goin through
ive been there done that
it aint nothin new
i wanna show him tha brighter side of life
i feel like he already has a big part
yea i know that theres mo fish in tha sea
but this boy is tha shark in my heart
i dont know wether i should just let it be
it hurts me knowin what hes feelin
and why he likes tha al'round creepin
hes just keepin
his guard dog awake
not wantin his heart again ta break
not knowin what he feels is real or fake
live yo life up
dont eva forget yo ways
and yo dreams
even if its the end of tha world as it seems
keep yo head up and open ur eyes
dont fall into everybody elses lies
and dont go throught out life tellin everybody well just maybe
cuz ull always be my baby
-Sheldon Moore
~!~
inside...
vivek
i listen to you..
and nod my head..
but inside i despise you..
inside i curse you..
for the times i ve been hurt,,
in life..
for the times i ve been pushed back..
in the dark..
inside i m hurt..
everytime i cry...
inside i see your face..
wish i could erase it..
forever i drown myself in sorrow..
and try to over come my pain..
by running away from the shame i feel..
inside it burns..
but do you see it??..
do you feel the same..inside you....
~!~
Some day near the sun set,
I will go from your town with the sun, Beloved!
I'm getting crazy after your departure,
happy doors are being closed after your departure.
My eyes are in tears like a tearful cloud in spring,
my tears are growing as much as a river or a spring.
I am afraid to be captured by sorrow forever,
in this strange world, I will be alone for ever.
Oh, Lord! don't let my heart love him any more,
don't make me be in darkness with his memory anymore.
My heart is beating quietly in your love sunset,
love is dead in our strange love legend.
I leave you and your cruel heart behind,
and will go in a backpack of confused mind.
My heart has been chained to sadness,
since you have had unkindness.
Even the clouds steal my moon at night,
or the shade gets my sun like a big kite.
So some day near the sunset,
I will go from a town where love is
dead!?
sweet f.
~!~
Shooting Stars Fall
**~amber~**
When you look up at a shooting star
What do you see
What do you think
Is it the only time
You can escape
I’m trapped in a corner
Afraid and lost
Wishing on a star
That must be too far above
Crying and screaming tearing apart
What used to be a gentle heart
That believed in love
When you look up at a shooting star
What do you see
All I see is what used to be
And I think about what used to be me.
~!~
sorrow
Emily Keys
slowly rolling down
falls to the floor with no sound
because of the sorrow
i've found.
because i want to be with you
but you don't want me
the rejected one
seeks a blade
maybe someday
i'll die
the blade is comforting right now
when you feel lost
out there
dazed and spaced
so out of place
the blood rolling down
falls to the floor with no sound
because of sorrow
ive found.
~!~
"Ode to Tomorrow"
Chris Xu
I'm sinking
thinking
in this dew
all I feel
all I see
is you
I'm waiting
waiting
a little more
my cherished sweet one
I'm coming for you
but I don't know you
but I'm coming for you
don't cry
I'm coming
my Aphrodite
a long way to go
may my warmth be your blanket
while you sleep
you nectar I'll taste
my seed you'll take
so far away
but I'll find you
I'm coming for you
but I don't know you
dear
I don't know you
he'll never ever seize you
I'll burn him with my hand
he'll never try to break us
his throat, I'll tear in two
but remember my love for you
'cause you were meant for me
and I was meant for you
~!~
‘What You Wanted’
Ed Santiago
I’ll be your confidant
but as always I still wont be what you want.
I’ve given you my time
and I’ve offered advice.
I’ve listened to your troubles
and let you go on and on and...
I’ve even forgiven and forgotten our past,
but it seems like I’m just re-living what’s passed.
You say that you can’t find anything that lasts
That there’s nothing worth your time,
but I think you just want too much
and easily put,
you look in all the wrong places
and make all the wrong choices -
So don’t look to me anymore.
I’ll be your confidant
but as always I still wont be what you want.
I’ve given you my time
and I’ve offered advice.
I’ve listened to your troubles
and let you go on and on and...
I’ve even forgiven and forgotten our past,
but it seems like I’m just re-living what’s passed.
You say that you can’t find anything that lasts
That there’s nothing worth your time,
but I think you just want too much
and easily put,
you look in all the wrong places
and make all the wrong choices -
So don’t look to me anymore.
~!~
***Angie, if by some crazy chance you happen upon this page,
then take the time to ask yourself- don't we owe it to ourselves
to at least try?***
Sam Aznauro
A friend like no other, that'll always stay true
My buddy, my pal- that's how I think of you
I wish there were something that I could do
To help me ignore my feelings for you
I don't want this to be like the story of my life
A friendship in pieces, a heart broken twice
Is it worth the gamble? Should I roll the dice?
I need the payout, but can't afford the price
Together, we'd work like a well-oiled machine
You'd be the Yang that goes with my Yin
Two people with nothing but love in between
I'd treat you the way you deserve- like a queen
But deep in my heart I know it won't be
I know that you have no such feelings for me
And though I keep telling myself, wait and see
To die all alone is my destiny
~!~
The True Love
by Celso Lopez
It comes in many forms in many ways.
It can be spoken or shown to another.
It is universal and is know through out the sky.
It is the purest and most beloved of all feelings.
Is not always excepted between two,
But sometimes it is within three.
By now the name of the feeling is know,
Being told to the mind for the heart or soul,
Because they are its source.
Love, can be true and deep but that is the soul's,
Will for it is the beholder of the soul.
Two souls are commanded by fate to share themselves.
Please let that be our souls,
for I Love you deeply,
And that’s the only way i know how.
~!~
Weird creativity
So weird that it'll make you silly.
Better yet crazy
Too psychotic to talk about it. Um, y
Why do you have to act like you could fly?
Don't ignore your problems. try to fix them. Um, y?
To be exact who, what, where, when and why?
And how do you expect to live life if you don't try?
Tricky tricky
Wild creativity
So wild it'll make girls horny.
Or sleepy.
Due to depletion of energy.
God of war aby!
Forever and everyday
Tricky tricky
This poem is kin of silly
But what do you expect from a poem that 's filld with y's?
Tricky tricky baby
There's no way you could stop me. Tricky tricky
Angelic creativity.
Kingcrow
~!~
DARE TO BE
BY BERNADETTE HALKETT
Dare to be what you want to be
open your eyes and see ,
that NOTHING is too hard to do -
if the main ingredient’s YOU !Push away your doubting
thoughts -
reach for what you’ve sought .
Don’t be less than ANYONE -
get your doing done !See the light - then aim for it -
it doesn’t hurt a bit !
Feel that need in you -
be best at what you do !Come on and open your eyes -
for you can touch the skies ,
be proud of being YOU -
so proud - you make it through !
~!~
(( THOUGHTS ))
by Elias Bshara
my self with my thoughts i found
nothing but silence around
thinking and thinking
nothing but thoughts
i go and come
dont know where to or from
its thoughts like this
that make me wonder
can i comprehend a kiss
or from it prosper
i sit and stand
with a pen in my hand
i think of words that i write
with them i imagine anything without my sight
and there meaning
they express my feeling
how or when i dont know
they just come and go
the thoughts and images that i have in my head
on a paper to pen i try to fead
so what i write
in loneliness of a night
is what i feel
with them my wounds i try to heal
~!~
THERE I see a girl sitting in a corner of a dark room.
Having no lite but the lite of her hart.
Crying tear's that have been bared in her like blisters, not
having the love she craves like hunger.
LORI FLORES
~!~
WISHING YOU WERE MINE
by Amy Gumley
You're on my mind the whole day through
From when I rise to when I schnooze
I can't seem to shake the feel
That this time you are for real.
For I've searched real hard for many years
Looking for someone I can call
"Dear"
I've tried the clubs and personal ads
Only to find much love gone bad.
Though we've just met, the time is right
For me to say this slow -
"I like you lots, think we should date
As one another we get to know."
We'll have a ball, I promise you that
And hope that you like me
So much so that we'll meet again
As we frolic full of glee.
~!~
You hurt me because you knew that I would be there,
You hurt me because you knew how much I cared.
I never really told you how I felt,
Because deep down inside, I was really scared.
Now, I look forward to a better and brighter day,
I keep my head up, because I know that there is a way.
I was so wrapped up in making you happy, that I forgot to see,
That all I really need to make myself happy....is me.
In our life, we all make mistakes, like I did,
But God gave us hearts and minds, so that one day, we can
learn to forgive.
However, for me to come crawling back to you,
Is one thing that I totally refuse to do.
I cried myself to sleep and prayed that you would come back to
me,
I tortured myself over you, and virtually suffered from
insanity.
Now, however, I have grown strong,
I have dried my tears and learned how to move on.
Anne Wilmoth
~!~
I Miss You...
Stephanie Q. Clark
The sweetest voice, I hear no more.
The fear of loss, I fear no more.
You giveth & you taketh away.
I didn't see it coming my way.
Worries about volatility
...and ending in humility.
Once, the laughter rolled & flowed
Now, the time has turned it cold.
So quick to bond
--a feeling so fond
But your contradictions, they surpass...
So quick to pick up a thousand stones
And shatter your world of glass.
Do I sit... & wait?
Shall I shut the gate?
Why put feelings on the line?
The answers to those...
Only he may know
Though true answers reveal with time.
~!~
To the angel in my eyes
who brakes my heart when she cries
for every tear you shed my soul coincides
so when I see you weeping, it pains me inside
to see you need a comfort i can't seem to provide
so i hide my own emotion
cause to your needs is my devotion
but at times i dare not speak
for the sight of your tears makes me weak
and it's hard to maintain
now fighting my own tears i must sustain
and sooth your sorrows
as i hold you in my arms till the light of tomorrow
Mitchell Hill
~!~
what does it mean when progression cycles in and out of
clarity
and darkness
nonstop beauty ive witnessed in details as a feeling
condition common survival
in bits and pieces as a challenge
form reliance in the dead
as a channel performance
the formal desire taken apart
in those moments i felt everything
lost summation of hope in lying
perspectives shot out from a thousand angles
it will always work to meet the ones that cry in sight
through spears of shadow and doubt with love I remember
your warmth as I withstand the chill tonight
and ill keep touching the core sun pressure and instinct
one and whole
i tremble the sight of reality compromise carried out
in phrases crying out in singularity almost unseen
i need this
over and over again inside
its own meaning weeps
adornment comes together
its love
deliver the time we begin again
we wont speak in ourselves but to believe its all real
you cant stop cheating the system
somebody's gonna pull a gun
this is the right thing
this is the right time
-Matthew Spencer
~!~
One look to the skies
And then back into your eyes
I had yet to know such beauty
That suddenly befell upon me
Now, I know there shall be rain
The clouds are grey, and I've been in pain
Yet however harsh the lightning or thunder
They shall not put my heart asunder
Love, please, let me touch your face
Taste your rosy lips, feel your embrace
There are not, I fear
Enough seasons in a year
Enough minutes in a day
For each minute, I hold my feelings at bay
No more, shall I conceal my profound devotion
I must reveal my intense love and emotion
But alas, where art thou?
I need you so, I need you now
But I shall find no more than the howl of the wind
And a trodden path where footsteps begin.
Emily Ratliff
~!~
LONG,LONG WAY TO GO
JAMES ALEXAND
ER
Like the darkness that has no dawn
The sound of silence that goes on
Wondering if I am actually here
Or if this is just another nightmare
The look on your face says it all
Never thought that I could ever fall
You say u want to be free
And I doubt whether we were ever meant to be
I guess you finally saw the light
Your ray of sunshine after the long, cold night
Don’t know what to say
The deafening silence as u begin to walk away
Leaving your trail of tears behind
Turns out true love really is blind
Where my road takes me now I don’t know
But I have a Long, Long Way to go
