After School Reading Program Part I -ed orfield
I should have been happy, but instead, I was already dead. “It’s the kindest ache that hurts my head. Won’t my mind stop racing? Won’t my feet stop pacing?”
Psychiatric therapy is no place for the deaf. I’ve been there, came back and left.
All I had was all I’d read.
The piece of tissue that I was using to mark my place in your book fluttered like feathers, when I cracked the spine.
All I have and all that’s mine, is a mouthful of dust from the diamond mine.
Great creator of words, “Dare I disturb the universe? Dare I bemoan the sleep of trees and frozen stones?
Sender of visions, grant us interpretations of whispering winds and hissing snows.
Send us a sign, say we’re not alone.
Some set out to stand upon the rock and understand;. to be reborn from dust again. Wisdom is just a pebble in the hand.
Let there be an end. Freedom from lost tradition, a last call for common sense.
Let us never be blind by night again. As pyramids sink into the sand; the candle lights the sun that sleeps inside you.
I have spent a winter in this sleepy town of half deserted streets and polite public greetings “Hello, how are you?” (Do you care?)
Do I dare disturb this season, with calls for warmth, and blazing screams for reason? -0-
I'm open to the possibility of you and me I can see clear without confusion that this is no elusion I've been bruised over the years but my fears have been removed because of you I do all I can to make you understand that my plans include you I pray each day that our hearts may come together and remain forever
Why? Gabber Monty
Why we can not be together? Why we can not go together?
may be we know why! and we know that we can not fly!
but always we dream and dream. and we love to build castles in air. with the hope that it will come true and we will pass together through
I wonder whether you are real or just a phantom that only live in my mind and will never come
Anyway I want to say one word You are mine forever
your the one i want to be with. your the one that made me realize that love does exist. your the one that helped me when i was feeling down. your the one that made me realize that i can love without it hurting others. your the one i can share my heart with. your the one that sees the real me inside. but you are not the one to realize how much i care about you!
For Catherine Ann #3 Gerald D'Angelo
Do not let the thought of me dissolve in your mind ----- For you should know that i am always thinking of you.
TRUTH HURTS Thom Piddock
I wrote a haiku, So what if it is rubbish. Politeness prevails.
Ultimate Haiku - Ian MG Smith
Ultimate Haiku Touch the sky Dreams
In me The ocean In you
Your eyes Pain that lingers Sing
Whispering strains Listen It's only the wind
The Peach Colored Overcoat
By: Ernesto J. Alaniz
We left the office together and walked along the busy street toward the parking lot. “I’ll keep your house clean.” I looked at you in your peach colored overcoat. Now, I sit at the table and watch you clean the dinner table and think of the peach colored overcoat.
~Found My Angel ~heather
I`ve been searching My entire life Searching for the perfect guy Searching for something right.
Every time I found someone It somehow turned out bad The guy would always broke my heart And ruined all I had.
But all that changed The day I talked to you I knew you was my true love The one sent from above.
You’re the only guy Who told me how much you care Right when I needed it the most You just happened to be there.
I`ve never cared so much in my life I think about you day and night Everywhere I go, everything I do I`m always doing it just for you
I feel like you my angel The one sent from above You mean the world to me I`ve found my perfect true love
This Kiss ~h.g~ We stood in the doorway His hands on my hips The clock ticking loudly Almost in a haste
He moved closer His eyes locked in mine I long for his kiss For a matter of time
His lips meet mine And I feel such a sensation No longer must I wait To give into sweet temptation
My knees go weak My palms become sweaty I go to a place I’ve never been before
The world disappears All that’s left is me and him As I pull away I felt as if I can fly.
By Karen Marie Brooks I enjoy being with you and I like the way you touch me I like the way you smile at me that tells me you want me Your hands do magic and stir the fires within, a flame that burns in the passion filled night, then I look in your eyes and I know that its right Enjoy the differences in each other and a stronger friendship you will discover accept me as I am, naked and waiting under the cover The time of your life you will have a time like no other.
United as one
our faces we've seen
exposure is common
in this shared dream.
FRIENDS ARE ONES WHO REALLY DO CARE ABOUT YOU IN TIMES OF ANGER AND DESPAIR THEY ENCOURAGE YOU NOT ALL FRIENDS DO THIS, THAT'S WHY YOU'RE SO SPECIAL TO ME
before the day begins let me see you smile like you did yesterday the way you rest your hand on my shoulders the way you run your palms in my cheeks so warm...so soft...so gentle...
bury me in a mountain of roses sweet as the dew fall on a Sunday morn' lay your back on my friendly belly and let go of those worries... they are nothing but dust that pollutes our sense of love they are nothing but rack determined to separate us.
by Euler Paul Yague Madamba
Without you I would be lost
Andrew Louis Field
trough summer and spring through fall and frost being with you makes life all worthwhile and even when you jump into leaves in a pile no one but you understands me the most I would sit alone with you watching the sun on the coast I cant believe that we have to depart but go off knowing that you'll be in my heart
There is a boy i fancy, but he does not like me, he is the cutest thing, and, he sits in front of me.
His hair is brown and wavy, his eyes deep pools of blue, if he reads this i want to say, i do i do love you.
Though sometimes you are serious, but very funny too, you are the air i breathe, you stick in my mind like glue.
You're the sun shining in the sky, you're the wind that flies my kite, i think of you all through the day, and, also through the night.
He'll Never Know... & He'll never know.. , He'll never know all the feelings I have for him.. & He'll never know.. that without him my world is very dim... He'll Never know how every day it breaks my heart to see him with her.. & He'll never know.. how many times a day I think about him... He'll never know he's the only reason I fake a smile each day hoping he'll fall for my smile like I fell for his ... & He'll never know that he's my entire world He'll Never know ..he's the thing that drags me out of bed in the morning.. forces me to get on the bus & go to school & pulls me through all my classes day after day.. & He'll never know I'd die without him.. He'll never know anything about this poem... & I don't know if.. it's "He'll Never Know.." or... " He'll Never care.." By... Rebecca Proctor
You mean so much to me dear!!!! Days without you are so dry and so dead like the nothingness of a desert and so bland just like tea without sugar flowers without fragrance and a face without a smile...
----I love you--- scorpion dewdrops
will you ever love me back.. will my love be without its destiny.. like the sun loving the moon.. like a feather loving the wind.. like the darkness loving the light.. i will worship you as always.. like a priest in a temple without a deity...
My Love! A 'NullPointerException'!
I sit in my bed wondering who am I you am I her how how what am I who am I. I am nothing but my self in my heart to you I am a kid and that should be enough for you so love me love her she doesn't have to be real to be loved!
THE FILLY by Nicola Jean.
Fifty dollars the bidding began at ninety dollars I raised my hand one hundred dollars was next bid in line will she be his, or, will she be mine.
Where do I start to tell of this tale a lovely young filly I saw at the sale standing alone there was no one she knew and stamped on her rump was a big number two.
As I stood and watched for a while I thought to myself, this fillys got style her eyes were so bright her legs were so long her neck a nd her back appeared to be strong.
Then I thought how her temper would be Moody! some fillies are known to be is this a fact or is this a tale I hope that's not why she's here at this sale.
My hand it did rest up on the gate the filly she did not hesitate over to me she sniffed a hello and home with you I would love to go.
Take me home and love me dear I'll give you my best with each passing year as you can see I am starting to bloom I'll need lots of love, some feed, and a groom.
I Will Be Missing You This poem is for my friend Nick Davila 1985-2005 Nicole
You were so full of life, Always smiling and carefree. Life loved you being a part of it, And I loved you being a part of me.
You could make anyone laugh, If they were having a bad day. No matter how sad I was, You could take the hurt away.
Nothing could ever stop you, Or even make you fall. You were ready to take ont he world, Ready to do it.
But God decided he needed you, So from this world you life. But you took a piece of all of us, Our hearts are what you kept.
Your seat is now empty, And it's hard not to see your face. But please always know this, No one will ever take your place.
You left without a warning, Not even saying good-bye. And I can't seem to stop Asking the question why.
Nothing will ever be the same, The halls are empty without your laughter. But I know you're up in heaven, Watching over us and looking after.
I didn't see this coming, It hit me by surprise. And when you left this world A small part of us died.
I remember you swinging from the tree When you were just a boy. And the last time I ever saw you, You were riding in your pride and joy.
Your smile could brighten anyone's day, No matter what they were going though. And I know for the rest of my life, I will be missing you.
Feelin Down And Out
love is gained and love is lost end the end we all pay the cost.theres a saying that if u truly love something u have 2 set it free but i feel when i do i lose a part of me.i kinda feel like an emo cuz im finally letting my emotions show.im not gonna cut im not gonna cry all i do is let sleeping dogs lie.i just keep everything bottled inside but finally i feel i have nothing to hide.i've lost the one i truly love i felt that i was a pair of hands and she was my gloves.i feel destroyed on the inside i feel i've lost everything including my pride.i wish i could just dissapear cuz noone would see or hear.ifeel little and insignificant but maybe its cuz im beligerant i kinda enjoyed it even though i feel that all my love was spent.i wish i knew what i did if i could turn back time i would see wat i hid.i dont care who reads this as long as it makes u think of the ones u truly love and miss
why tear me apart B* 22.10.06
No more will you hurt me i wont let you break my heart if you really loved me why tear me apart....
You left me feeling empty when you told your lies treat me like im no one and you'll make me cry
Well... No more will you hurt me I wont let you break my heart if you really loved me why tear me apart...
You changed me into someone you longed for me to be i changed so much for you i've forgotten the real me....
Well... No more will you hurt me i wont let you break my heart if you really loved me why tear me apart....
So watch me as i walk away from the girl you've made watch me forget all the words... all the words you'd say...
'Cos.... No more will you hurt me i wont let you break my heart if you really loved me why tear me apart.... -0-
PART OF YOUR WORLD BY ELIZABETH W
What would I give to live where you are? What would I pay to stay here beside you? What would I do to see you smiling at me?
Where would we walk? Where would we run? If we could stay all day in the sun? Just you and me and I could be Part of your world
I don't know when I don't know how But I know something's starting right now Watch and you'll see some day I'll be Part of your world -0-
Thinking about was said the other day This notion was in my head to stay The thought of being alone Sickens me in a very unusual way
Being unaccompanied is not something I had in mind It hurts so much, and I get at scared at times Our days are numbered, and if they truly are Want “You” please send me love from afar
I never chose this life, why me I’m in desperate need of a little company This world isn’t fit to be in solitude All I am asking is someone of my magnitude
There’s someone for everyone, so they speak Well if so, it is a companion in which I seek I don’t ask for much, and I never complain Just send me someone, please give me his name
My loneliness seems unbroken My words have become unspoken All I have is an infinite faith That’s how I know I’ll find my soulmate
if i could create the perfect world all the ground we walk upon would be as soft as your touch each cloud traveling across the sky would have your smile it would be your eyes that made the stars sparkle above the waves of the ocean would carry your sweet smell and the songs of the birds would be filled with your name yes in my world you are everywhere and everything that makes life worth living
Born to It… © pjm 7.4.05
In all the sleepless wonders high up where stars live and grow to fiery sparks inside the veil of night…
Up there where God sits waiting always awake and watchful moving among his mighty doctrines seeking scripture and the occasional miracle, soft words from eternal tombs…
Sitting on the edge of a dream, falling into the old ways, the childhood catastrophe of innocence, so vital, so lost, almighty parents making every colour grey and wishes wasted with wondrous abandon.
I can be anything I like, see every pathway, walk down every single road, but for every revelation, for every hint of redemption, I still see tombstones weary in the rain, and words written that no one will ever read… -0-
a time of problem we need to keep our mind optimist becuse if we lost you'll be a loser someday;
as we know, were not alone as the promises of god, we are in a safe,and out of sin as we forgive,we feel god's love;
as like we sing for him; we know he always here for us, many people lost there faith they lost there mind;
they forgot that god is the only one, the precious glory; in a grace, we thank with him; in the holy spirit.
our father in heaven; in his kingdom we are happy his worth we are safety; as he loved, all of us.
i hope you'll understand my poem i make this because i want ev'ry one to know; GOD IS ONLY ONE...
Blood red glimpse through a sadistic eye Want for a meaning not meant to want Rendolence of fear that makes me high Ache for your happiness not to be flaunt Piquancy for reprisal on your role Galled amusement at your seeping anguish Harkening pleas start to weaken my soul Presence of tears stops short my jubilation Your last caress renders me fractured refuse
FREE Nina Al Esmerelda
I am free to do whatever I want I am free to think whatever I want I am free to be whoever I want
I am like this because you are close to me I am like this because I know you are there I am like this because I believe in your existence
You have made me stronger You have helped me up from my endless falls You have kept me from the harm I am capable of
God You are the only one who can get me through the hell of fire And I know, With you near me I can be whatever I want
One day my pain and suffering will end..one day this will all be pretend. These tears are rolling like rain so lonely and cold, thunder shakes me and makes the story told...My story doesn't have a happy ever after ending...but it would be a lie if it did. lightning flashes and makes things clear.. i cant get there when im so close and near...so who is the one reaching there hand out for me...the bitter cold darkness makes it hard to see...where is the lightning that flashes in front of me.